tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40815802524127745542024-03-12T16:48:39.947-07:00Can I do it?? We'll soon see!!Long Lonnnng journey to a new me
13st 13lb to 8st 7lb...wish me luck!! xLozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.comBlogger47125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-2145314181603487812010-11-08T13:51:00.000-08:002010-11-08T14:11:38.414-08:00Why why why???Right here's the thing....<div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I desperately want to lose the rest of the weight I have to lose</div><div style="text-align: left;">I do have a long way to go, sometimes I get cocky and think I don't but the truth is 1st 10lb is a lot! </div><div style="text-align: left;">I am not happy with the way I look or feel in and out of my clothes</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">And yet....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I am not tracking</div><div style="text-align: left;">I am not blogging</div><div style="text-align: left;">I am not eating properly</div><div style="text-align: left;">I am not going to the gym</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">What the hell am I playing at?!?!? I have no idea why i'm doing it to myself!! Me and Vic went Bluewater the other night and everything I tried on just looked <b>SHIT </b>and I've got nobody to blame but myself! I still haven't set an official goal. I THINK I'd like to get to 9 stone but who knows?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >SORT YOUR LIFE OUT LOZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I have my WI on Thursday, I've not been for a few weeks as I've been having a late night Thursdays at work. I'm looking forward to seeing how much I've put on and having a good old chat with Wendy to see if she can find something to motivate me. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Not much else going on in my world at the minute i'm afraid, although often no news is good news as the saying goes!! </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Speak soon, Loveage xxxx</span></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-39659401888089851962010-10-09T13:20:00.000-07:002010-10-09T13:35:37.377-07:00I'm back...and I mean business!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZQpIgmz_83s5U6QBhGuNuo8ajMd181XzgFvlTLhIglBHFAcEtLHH7hSQy7IxxrmJrbxrEXtYlzIowmtadryQhua6OGrkdOd_5VU1ngQyQdoyZ8TmBcuZuB8FcJB1uftmgFu89ATQstnc/s1600/33903_10150096876278146_717313145_7467339_6569052_n.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZQpIgmz_83s5U6QBhGuNuo8ajMd181XzgFvlTLhIglBHFAcEtLHH7hSQy7IxxrmJrbxrEXtYlzIowmtadryQhua6OGrkdOd_5VU1ngQyQdoyZ8TmBcuZuB8FcJB1uftmgFu89ATQstnc/s320/33903_10150096876278146_717313145_7467339_6569052_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526146554998131122" /></a><br />Hey y'all<div><br /></div><div>Well...2 months ago I made a pledge to blog more and I let everybody down, so for that I'm really sorry. I am however back now and ready to take responsibility for my weight loss...and my little blog.</div><div><br /></div><div>Been doing ok weight wise...not brilliant but ok! Still not tracking which is shit and needs to change. I am still weighing in on a Thursday at Wendys group. My weight is now....10 stone 12.5lb!!!! I know I don't always sound pleased with what I've done so far but to be under 11 stone for the 1st time in years I must say I am extremely proud of myself :D</div><div><br /></div><div>Have attached a recent picture, out on the lash last week and this is me and my baby brother :) </div><div><br /></div><div>I still haven't decided on a goal weight, I <b>THINK</b> I might do another 1.5 stone, that'll take me to just under 9.5 stone, with regards to dress size I'm in a 12 now....only just but still!! So I'd like to be more comfortable in a 12 or be a big 10 I think...don't think I'll know how I feel until I get there I suppose! </div><div><br /></div><div>Gonna do some measurements later and hopefully I'll be able to post the results and tell you how many inches I've lost so far :) right off now to watch a bit of X-Factor.</div><div><br /></div><div>Lots of Love xxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-31610461276655116112010-08-10T11:36:00.000-07:002010-08-10T11:58:26.727-07:00I'm sorry...again!Right no more excuses, I <b>WILL </b>update my blog, at least once a week from now on!<div><br /></div><div>I've been so bad with everything recently...eating, tracking, blogging you name it I've been pretty crap recently.</div><div><br /></div><div>So not much else going on, since the last time I blogged I've lost a measly 1.5lb, shocking considering how much I have left to lose. Everybody is saying that my weigh loss was going to slow down and yes they're right I did expect that, but I thought I'd be much closer to goal before it happened.....<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>WAIIIIIIITTTTTTT</b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">....that was a little bit of bullshit that just slipped out lol, nothing to do with it slowing down, nothing at all - it does however have everything to do with me eating everything in sight lol! Matt's been off work as he's slipped a disc in his back and it's thrown my routine right out. I love him being here I really do, but it is so difficult!!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I had a sneaky peek, naughty I know and the gym scales are saying a lb on :'( deserve it though and it will kick me up the rear if I have gained...will try and pull it back between now and Thursday if I can though! Anyway will update Thursday and let y'all know.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Take care of eachother xx Muchas Loveage xx</span></span></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-68385138819190243562010-07-22T13:47:00.000-07:002010-07-22T16:01:29.442-07:00Back to Overweight lol!Holla,<div><br /></div><div>Well after my mega gain from all that comfort eating, I tried really hard to stick to points and worked really hard with Vic in the gym. I've decided to go to the Thursday night WI at the sports centre and then I can go to the gym after, killing 2 birds with 1 stone I suppose :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway went this evening and I knew I HAD to get at least 4lb off to stop me from having a major fit. I had a sneaky peek on Sunday and I was weighing in at 11st 9lb - which was the 4lb off :) carried on working hard between now and then and it paid off, stepped on the scales and weighed in at 11st 6.5lb a 6.5lb loss!!! Very happy, this means i'm comfortably in the "overweight" range now rather than obese and it's the first time I've weighed under 11 and half stone for...omg I don't even know....a long long lonnnnng time.</div><div><br /></div><div>I had another 1st this week...my 1st attempt at a Cycle Fit class aka Spin aka Hell - Oh my f@ckin god...it was so hard!! I've barely been able to sit down for 3 days due to a sore bum and mookie! We're gonna try another class and see how we get on cos my poor old Vic didn't get on very well at all bless her.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway I wandered off and watched Big Brother and now i'm shattered so I'm gonna leave this here for now and catch up with you over the weekend hopefully :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Hope you all have a brilliant weekend, look after each other and take care xxx Love xxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-25809959199275946252010-07-12T13:10:00.000-07:002010-07-12T15:07:02.854-07:00Holy Schmokes!!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif1uUqeuBTC5vyQ9ClYlhJ7JvJM1trQAjVMYP_fHI63_fAADu3-z8iTNBocxYZdMZWorDJjp-_nq7PrClCTVSM9-hdQpJoElFnmw4aRRV29n9jZLQNfZfOyICkkVy8qjyBDEWC4ZxGSh8/s1600/37502_442028981150_718166150_6463002_2418669_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 234px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif1uUqeuBTC5vyQ9ClYlhJ7JvJM1trQAjVMYP_fHI63_fAADu3-z8iTNBocxYZdMZWorDJjp-_nq7PrClCTVSM9-hdQpJoElFnmw4aRRV29n9jZLQNfZfOyICkkVy8qjyBDEWC4ZxGSh8/s320/37502_442028981150_718166150_6463002_2418669_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5493144674654297826" /></a><br />Back from weigh in....<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><b>4lb ON!!!!!!! </b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">If I'm completely honest I was expecting a gain, but NOT 4lb!! Massive kick up my big fat arse and back on the low points tomorrow. Might try a few more "filling foods" as my appetite has been something else this week - ohhhh shit now that also means i'm back to obese!!! :'( awww crap, I'm disappointed in myself but there's no point dwelling on it I suppose...what's done is done :D back in the gym tomorrow.</span></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Have attached a picture from Sophies party that I went to last night. Had a great night...had loads to eat - and I'm shocked at putting on weight?!?!?!? lol funnily enough I looked at this and thought WOW really starting to notice the difference - what a plonker! </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Never mind... right here's my line</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">And here's to a fresh start and a big loss next week wooooohooooo!!! xx</span></span></span></span></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-25389855793023976462010-07-07T14:17:00.000-07:002010-07-07T14:35:23.032-07:00I'm Overweight WOOOHOOOOO!!Hey Everybody,<div><br /></div><div>Well never did I think I'd be so happy to say those words...but I am ecstatic to report that i'm Overweight so that means that i'm no longer <b>obese</b>!! With my latest loss of 1.5lb (still slightly disappointed :/ lol) it takes my BMI to 29.4 so only just but in that group all the same!! </div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 14px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 1.05em; line-height: 17px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 12px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; "><b style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; ">BMI Categories:</b></p><ul style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 50px; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; font-size: 1.05em; "><li style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: disc; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-left: -5px; margin-top: -1px; padding-left: -5px; line-height: 17px; ">Underweight = under 18.5</li><li style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: disc; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-left: -5px; margin-top: -1px; padding-left: -5px; line-height: 17px; ">Normal weight = 18.5–24.9</li><li style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: disc; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-left: -5px; margin-top: -1px; padding-left: -5px; line-height: 17px; ">Overweight = 25–29.9</li><li style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; list-style-type: disc; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-left: -5px; margin-top: -1px; padding-left: -5px; line-height: 17px; ">Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater</li></ul><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"> Had a super high day points wise today... insatiable appetite!! So tomorrow I'm gonna try my very bestest to come in well under so I can (hopefully) break even lol. Not sure if Vic and Me are gyming it tomoz, we've been every night so far this week and I'm aching lol! Also the River Island sale starts in-store tomorrow so I might pop up Bluewater quick and try on a playsuit :/ lol on a serious note tho I'm loving the shopping!! Not having to worry that the biggest size a shop does is not going to fit is an amazing feeling :D</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Right bath and bed for me, take care of each other xx Muchas Loveage :D xx</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span></div></span></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-10194744970723525122010-07-06T07:20:00.000-07:002010-07-06T07:28:25.104-07:00On it hardcore styleeeee!Right I'm back...back in the mood to get skinny woohooooo!! So as I blogged last, I missed WI last week :( I did go to Boots on Friday and had a SP in there and it said I was 11st 7lb (my last WI I was 11st 10lb) so I was expecting a loss of at least 3lb this week....guess what? Got to WI and only 1.5lb off :/ still good I know <b>but....</b>that's 2 weeks!! 1.5lb in 2 weeks is crap!!! So like I said at the beginning I have kicked myself up the arse and I'm gonna have a mega loss next week :D <div><br /></div><div>Off to the gym tonight, and hopefully tomorrow and thursday. Still waiting for Miss Spensley to put the photos from the weekend up on Facebook so I can pinch some to show ya's. The Wedding reception was good, Carrie looked stunning! I wore a dress that I brought on Friday from River Island, I was dead nervous about wearing it as it's quite revealing but I thought sod it and wore it anyway! Have another wedding reception in a couple of weeks and I'm gonna wear it again...need to wear it as much as possible to justify the amount it cost lol! </div><div><br /></div><div>Right sorry I don't have any more interesting news :/ will be updating a lot from now on, hoping that will help me stay on track :D best be off I'm meeting Vic in the gym car park in an hour and I've got to sort Bill out and get changed yet lol! </div><div><br /></div><div>Take care everybody!! xx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-58356646207257064882010-06-29T05:09:00.001-07:002010-06-29T05:38:54.056-07:00Missed WI :'(Hey everybody,<div><br /></div><div>Well...had a fab weekend away for Carries Hen do in Minehead, was struck down with a badass water infection on the Saturday so that got me down a bit :'( but still was a good weekend. Everyone looked mega in their Cavewoman outfits....I will try and upload a photo when Dennie puts them up on FB.</div><div><br /></div><div>Came home on Sunday and was looking forward to going to WI yesterday (Mon) but it turned in to an absolute nightmare of a day when we went to look at a new car! We got stuck in a load of traffic and my water infection meant that of course I was busting for a wee...in between me screaming at Matt (because this situation was all his fault!) and crying cos of belly ache I looked at the time 7:25 and we're still in the deep dark depths of Essex! I had to stop at Bluewater for a wee and by this time had well and truly missed WI, not a happy girl! So...I could go to a Thursday night meeting but it's a different leader and I don't really want to do that so I'm going to leave it now until next Monday. Cor that Matt has got some making up to do!</div><div><br /></div><div>So we get our new car tonight and we say goodbye to the Green Goddess, she's done well but I feel it's time to let her go. Although our new car is not technically new I'm gonna be dead nervous driving it....the GG is so old and battered it didn't really matter if i'd have a scrape...not that I ever have (except when I reversed into that wall :/ lol) but with this one it's all shiny lol! I'm sure I'll be alright after a couple of drives :D </div><div><br /></div><div>Picked up Bill's photos from Nursery, OMG I really do think I have the most beautiful child in the world! Flippin' gorgeous!! </div><div><br /></div><div>Anyhoooo I best be off, need to point what I've eaten so far so I can get back in the habit. Hopefully I'll have a nice big loss next Monday as will be 2 weeks worth. Probably get back to y'all before then though all being well.</div><div><br /></div><div>Muchas Loveage xxxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-4235424487496153782010-06-22T05:38:00.000-07:002010-06-22T06:00:44.632-07:0030.5lbs down!Wow...I can't quite believe it! My grand total of lb's lost so far 30.5!!!! My next mini goal is to get my 50lb certificate - I know 19.5lb is not really a mini goal as it's obviously nearly 1 and a half stone and by no means is it gonna be easy. But that's what I've got my eye on now lol. <div><br /></div><div>Ideally I'd like to try and shift a good few lb's before Bill goes up to big school, which is 11 weeks away, I'm going to try my absolute very best to get another stone off...hope I can do it, OR at the very least I'd like to be under 11 stone. OMG that sounds mental, under 11 stone!!!! 10 Stone something...wow lol!</div><div><br /></div><div>Really should be getting us out in the sunshine but my TOTM is crippling me :'( I have to go to the gym tonight and do at least 35 mins of high intensity workout to balance my going over my points yesterday. Remember my post the other week about how hard 19 points is?? Well it also means that I can't really have a takeaway curry any more as the only one I really like works out 21.5 (including half a naan and a poppadum) and then you've obviously got Breakfast and Lunch points to go on top. I wasn't going to have it but Bill loves it and we share a tray of curry and rice but from now on I think I'll stick to Chicken Kebabs if I'm gonna have a takeaway!! </div><div><br /></div><div>Right I'm rambling now so I'm gonna get up off my arse and get moving, laters potatas xx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-49210872521717406272010-06-21T09:01:00.001-07:002010-06-21T10:14:18.807-07:00Me and Vic :D<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhz8OL8TvlXXVuqxEyWAaWKt3VTaLK0J1iyt_S_5X6vGaEzXwr7xaHb_AckkyLnHlU2cgbWhFRXVr4DPfibBN5iDzoxfV45xVucT90U-ZN2qT8zoc6nfQ4rL4RZjkqkx8gTiq6tDkHL27k/s1600/old+ladies+working+out.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 276px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhz8OL8TvlXXVuqxEyWAaWKt3VTaLK0J1iyt_S_5X6vGaEzXwr7xaHb_AckkyLnHlU2cgbWhFRXVr4DPfibBN5iDzoxfV45xVucT90U-ZN2qT8zoc6nfQ4rL4RZjkqkx8gTiq6tDkHL27k/s400/old+ladies+working+out.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5485258076815767746" /></a>Well this is us in 40 years! lol We're **hang on a minute - watching the new Diana Vickers music video and the bloke in it is FIT!!!** Wowzers, sorry about that :/ beautiful, beautiful creature he is! We're???? Hmmm totally forgotten what I was gonna say lol <div><br /></div><div>Vic has done some investigation work and found my blog, I feel like a proud mother lol. I'm a internet investigator/stalker call it what you want. Basically I use the net to find out interesting shit about people lol. Just to clarify this is a hobby not my actual job lol I just gave myself that title lol! But I must say I also feel a bit strange about her finding it lol dunno why just do...so I thought as she'll probably read this (unless of course she found the whole thing totally boring and never revisits) that I'd tell you all about her and what she means to me :) </div><div><br /></div><div>Vic to me is....</div><div><br /></div><div>My best friend...</div><div>One of the funniest girls I've ever met...</div><div>Extremely beautiful...</div><div>She's 27 and an Aries... </div><div>Very loyal...</div><div>Very clever...not so good at the punctuation and grammar but still very bright, she even has a degree!!!...</div><div>A realist...</div><div>A very good runner!!...</div><div>My new gym buddy...</div><div>A bride to be and is getting married in Las Vegas next year...</div><div>Always there when I need her...</div><div>A T.V addict...well not so much an addict but she loves certain programs and will not be disturbed whilst watching them lol...</div><div>Loves baths and reading in them...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>So they're just a few things about Vicky that I love.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway we've been going at it in the gym like hardcore machines! We've both learnt that we can run wooohooo and we do so in small intervals, 30 seconds here, 1 minute 18 seconds there...it all adds up! Vic totally loves the abdominal crunchy machine and goes like a wild thing on it, busting out 150 reps! I've found this new leg pushy weight machine and I quite like that, though have been warned by Vic that Dennie caused herself an injury on said machine last week so I'm to be wary.</div><div><br /></div><div>Under 2 hours to WI and I can not freakin' wait!!!!!! Even if it's not the result I'm hoping for (complete lie) I know that I'm bound to be rewarded for my efforts at the gym next week. I put on 1/2 a lb last week so it's very important for me to get that off at least. I will update Weigh in's so far when I get home as well as find my Pet Hates post as that seems to have gone walkabouts.</div><div><br /></div><div>Think that will be it for blogging this week as I have quite a busy week, Nan's funeral Wednesday and I'm off on Carries hen do on friday but if I can get back to update I will :D </div><div><br /></div><div>Muchas Loveage, take care of yourselves xxx</div><div>and Vic...I love you, more than you could ever know, thank you for always being there for me. xxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-27649811794843315492010-06-17T07:31:00.000-07:002010-06-17T07:59:42.945-07:0019 points is tough!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEqQ-XsomRWrzA0GLJsC4nGCJticRjpVu_oHJEhDrrYCxj2NcZ1UGhWeFqJ3v15kRymmGBC-qq635bJUsOUDI9IBSyxR0SOAFOyBuq_pZeKj8KArMies0CNTFm1iQNSk669ad3k2AoLQE/s1600/funny-pictures-weight-watcher-cat-f.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEqQ-XsomRWrzA0GLJsC4nGCJticRjpVu_oHJEhDrrYCxj2NcZ1UGhWeFqJ3v15kRymmGBC-qq635bJUsOUDI9IBSyxR0SOAFOyBuq_pZeKj8KArMies0CNTFm1iQNSk669ad3k2AoLQE/s320/funny-pictures-weight-watcher-cat-f.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483757442438479570" /></a><br />Hi ya's,<div><br /></div><div>Just thought I'd update ya quick, not a lot to report accept from me being blimmin' hungry :'( I'm 11st 13lb and 2 weigh in's ago dropped down into the 11 stone bracket and therefore dropped a point.</div><div><br /></div><div>19 points does not go far when you don't like Veg!! Normally I think I'd be ok as I'd get some activity points, but where i've not been to the gym recently, I'm struggling...badly lol! </div><div><br /></div><div>I know this could probably be remedied by planning my meals better, but I'm full of cold and can't be arsed lol. Pretty much everyday I'm rolling in between 3 and 5 points over!! Managing to correct it by the end of the week but still, it's stressing me out! </div><div><br /></div><div>Looking forward to WI as always, although it's ages away lol hoping I can get off the 0.5lb I gained last week, maybe a bit more. Though if my little going over points shenanigans continue I doubt that very much! It normally takes a week and a bit for my efforts at the gym to be appreciated on the scales too so don't hold out much hope if I'm honest :/ we'll see, no point fretting about it now eh?! </div><div><br /></div><div>Me and Vic are hitting the gym hardcore tonight, even though I feel like crap. I hope I feel a bit better by tomorrow as have work in the afternoon :D don't think i've got anything booked it but I'm flat out Saturday so it'll give me a chance to get all my artwork ready.</div><div><br /></div><div>Right I'm off to get some more paracetamol and get changed into my gym stuff, need to get some new joggers as my ones are huge on me now! Good times :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Catch you laters potatas, Loz xxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-64657382899344820842010-06-15T15:17:00.000-07:002010-06-15T15:49:50.838-07:00Well I never!Well...had my first trip to the gym after a 2 week break, for those of you that don't know I had a rather unfortunate incident with a Bucking Bronco whilst completely wrecked and managed to almost cripple myself :/ I'm still not 100% right but I feel ok enough to start back gently :D <div><br /></div><div>The gym has been promising to open up the "New and Exciting £1.2 million Gymnasium" for months and tonight, when I'm there on my own and totally unprepared...it's open!! I didn't know where the hell I was going, could hardly remember a thing the man had taught me in my induction and wandered around a bit like a fart in a trance lol! Anyhoooo it was TOUGH!! Who'd of thought just a couple of weeks would make such a difference, I was sweating and swearing all over the place!</div><div><br /></div><div>Got this cool new "SmartCard" basically a new membership card that you pop into each machine - these fancy new machines have Freeview built in!! How exciting?!?! Sorry...back to the SmartCard, yeah you pop the card in and it brings up a personal programme just for you. It records and tracks your progress and they email you every week with the results of your workouts. Bloody amazing I think!!! And the new bit smells well nice...smells like new carpet :D wonder how long it takes before it starts to smell like an old foot?? </div><div><br /></div><div>I'm back there again tomorrow, I'm gonna try and look cool tomorrow and not like a complete rocket like I did tonight lol! </div><div><br /></div><div>Bill didn't go to nursery this morning, we both felt like shit :( my throat is killing and he's full of cold...AGAIN!! I swear that boy has little to no immune system! But he's going tomorrow instead, they have a photographer coming so it'll be his first set of school (well nursery but you know) photos...how cute!? He's gonna love it, the little poser loves having his photo taken lol dunno where he gets that from! </div><div><br /></div><div>Right I best get out of here, watching Michael McIntyre Live and Laughing on Comedy Central and I need to calm down cos I'm actually laughing out really really loud!! I really should be getting to bed as up at the crack of dawn for nursery but never mind.</div><div><br /></div><div>Speak soon everybody, take care and be awesome to each other xx Loz xx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-3319349056652015122010-06-14T15:41:00.000-07:002010-06-14T16:26:25.036-07:00Not that bad :/<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZfhA4PE2crF4B3JAQnVeS4XBDkZ58gjBrDw1RT_4ziNHuuqqicqxM6wpDfRYMigRx-WFogGXYMJNX4BN15GxhLs9v2CH2q-jL0AGJMQGNzdB_XsGClUi7OMxFlNCWLVXZbTlN0cc8qHw/s1600/dads+tattoo+004.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZfhA4PE2crF4B3JAQnVeS4XBDkZ58gjBrDw1RT_4ziNHuuqqicqxM6wpDfRYMigRx-WFogGXYMJNX4BN15GxhLs9v2CH2q-jL0AGJMQGNzdB_XsGClUi7OMxFlNCWLVXZbTlN0cc8qHw/s400/dads+tattoo+004.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5482774452967126898" /></a><br />Well...back from WI, and only gained 0.5lb! Not been gym for 2 weeks due to my groin and back problem (drunken fool) and unstoppable comfort eating so I expected more. And I feel massive too so can't believe I've only gained that! Probably all catch up with me next week.<div><br /></div><div>Want to take this opportunity to say Thank you again to Lexie for the kind messages I received this week. It's not gone unnoticed and I really do appreciate how lovely you are, so thank you :D </div><div><br /></div><div>Also a thank you to Matt, Bill and my best friends for being so good when I'm a snappy, nasty bitch. I'm still very confused about how I feel at the mo. It's one of 2 things...It's either not sunk in yet..OR..I've got tough and this is it, no more tears?? If that's the case, who'd of funked it?! Me, Lauren...who crys at adverts, who crys everytime I go to Pets at Home, the same girl that broke down in the middle of ASDA when Brighteyes was played?! Who knows.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, had a good day yesterday I took my Dad down to work and tattooed him for a few hours, it still needs a bit of work but it's ok for now :D he sat like a rock!! Wish all my customers were as good lol! Have attached a picture but it's a very bad quality phone picture so I'm sorry about that, it looks much better in the flesh so to speak lol! It was a special day though in all seriousness, I've never tattooed my Dad before and we had a bit of a Father/Daughter bonding I think. He had a few tears while we were talking about my Nan and stuff...well I hope it was tears over that and not me hurting him!! Will explain the meaning behind the tattoo another day xx</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway have come home from WI and eaten AGAIN!! But am back at the gym tomorrow and that's it ________________________________________________</div><div><br /></div><div>Line drawn. Starting afresh from tomorrow :D </div><div><br /></div><div>Right I gotta go sleeps cos i'm falling asleep lol sorry if this has loads of spelling and grammar mistakes i'm so tired my brain is frazzled lol! </div><div><br /></div><div>Muchas Loveage xxxxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-90112844346620085232010-06-08T16:07:00.000-07:002010-06-08T16:52:27.032-07:00HeartbrokenWell after doing so well getting better, my Nan took another turn for the worse and went back into Intensive Care. This afternoon she passed away while I was at her bedside with my Mum and Dad and my Auntie, I keep on crying :'( can't stop in fact. Nor can I seem to stop eating, not bothered to be honest though.<div><br /></div><div>Had a long old walk out tonight, was walking for around an hour and a half roughly. Had to get out of the house after an incident with a tube of tomato puree nearly pushed me over the edge lol! Matt's being ever so good bless him, I love him so so much and Bill's taking it all in his stride after I've explained that Mummy's sad and crying cos Nanny Lil's gone to heaven, apparently according to Bill she's going to be chilling out with Nanny Mary lol bless him! </div><div><br /></div><div>My back is still feeling sore and tight so gonna try and attempt a tiny bit at the gym tomorrow, I haven't been for over a week and a half now..naughty naughty!! Though Matt's understanding that I've had other things on my mind and going to and fro the hospital I've not really had the time. Although I definitely need to step up the exercise as my loss of 1lb this week was less than impressive! Hopefully if I get back to the gym it might lead to a better loss next week. </div><div><br /></div><div>Right gonna get myself off to bed, probably won't sleep but have to give it a go...just wanna say one more thing - mainly to raise awareness, my Nan died from a condition that arose from her contracting Hepatitis whilst on holiday that f'ed her liver up. Exactly how she contracted it we'll never be sure...Ice, Salad washed in tap water...who knows? However.... If she had had the correct inoculations this more than likely could of been prevented. When you book a holiday you're advised by your Travel Consultant to check with your GP as to what vaccinations you should have - PLEASE, PLEASE do this, I know I for one am guilty of only making sure they're up to date when I'm going long haul. I'm sure my Nan probably thought "it's only Turkey, I'll be ok" turned out not to be ok at all.</div><div><br /></div><div>I never ever want to have to see another person I love die in front of my eyes, I know everybody has to go sooner or later but would prefer it to be later...and with as little pain and suffering as humanly possible. To be honest I'm not sure the whole thing has sunk in yet. Thank you to all of you that have had us in your thoughts. It means ever so much.</div><div><br /></div><div>Will update on Monday with my WI result, not sure if I'll get to you before then, will have to wait and see what my mood is like I think. </div><div><br /></div><div>Be awesome to each other and remember life is too short...too short to spend these..the best days of our lives putting our health in danger by being over weight - more determined than ever to get this weight off!! </div><div><br /></div><div>Lots of Love, Lauren xxxxx</div><div><br /></div><div>R.I.P Nan, Love you forever Little Lady xxxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-51771633783209423452010-06-07T13:08:00.000-07:002010-06-07T13:14:23.225-07:00Not very exciting I'm afraidHi ya's,<div><br /></div><div>Just back from weigh in, lost 1lb :/ not sure how I feel about it really. Not sure about anything at the moment.</div><div><br /></div><div>Think I best leave it there for today and try and be a better blogger tomoz...sorry everybody.</div><div><br /></div><div>Loz xx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-67308047112350772432010-05-30T12:54:00.001-07:002010-05-30T13:28:08.774-07:00It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life forrrr meeee and I'm feellling good!Righty o - firstly thank you to everybody that wished my little old Nan better cos it absolutely blimming worked!!! She's still in Intensive Care but is on the mend and even sat up and spoke, she only managed to mutter "Val get me the f*** out of here" lol bless her. So yeah thank you, means so very much that people are so kind :D <div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">Right just had the old Weigh In....FABULOUS NEWS!!!!! 4lb off, gave me my 10% and got me under 12 stone for oh my god..I don't even know the last time I weighed in under 12st!!! I'm so happy. Also got my 3rd Silver 7 (although I've actually lost 27.5lb as lost 4.5lb on my own before I joined) Had a </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">massive, massive </span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">blow out last night, have pointed it all and I ended up 10 points over for the week but because it is my WI today it's reset :/ so not sure what to do with that?! </span></div><div><br /></div><div>I've really hurt my back, can hardly move today and was nearly in tears walking up Vic's stairs to the flat, stupid drunk me on a Buckin' bronco....I have seriously F'ed myself up! Won't be doing that again! Anyways I'm off to go and put my 10% keyring on my keys...GEEK! lol </div><div><br /></div><div>Catch you laters potatas :D Loveage xx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-31777352477600282582010-05-27T01:37:00.000-07:002010-05-27T05:13:08.648-07:00Life....<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi90GETbfcQFxtmzUWDMjRZh8m-O3x9HciDjVqLPOoYUBi7Lx6jgozDhblUXVda4usR0f0rw-hoy3nR5heO_CVz9qCApHOxcVrpHLHS3ctkACeGtTawEnzqDAuEdTvgEGFvZDi83T8zIek/s1600/063.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi90GETbfcQFxtmzUWDMjRZh8m-O3x9HciDjVqLPOoYUBi7Lx6jgozDhblUXVda4usR0f0rw-hoy3nR5heO_CVz9qCApHOxcVrpHLHS3ctkACeGtTawEnzqDAuEdTvgEGFvZDi83T8zIek/s400/063.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475921672777773794" /></a><br />My little Nan is in Intensive Care :'( and it's not looking great for her. I went to see her last night and she looks so sweet and tiny too, just looks like she's sleeping. I came home and I just wanted to eat and came close last night to having a massive binge but managed to stop at 5.5 points worth of crap. I did go for a 2 hour walk to try and clear my head so I might of clocked up some Activity Points to cover it.<div><br /></div><div>Life is so f*cked up sometimes, my Nan is so tough both mentally and physically...I don't get how someone can be fine one minute, then laying in a coma the next?? I know she's not been happy since my Grandad died...who would be when they've lost the love of their life? But I don't want her to go yet :'( can't stand the thought of my Dad's heart being broken again.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway gonna pop back up to the hospital tonight and go to the gym after I think, see how I feel...it might do me good :) not looking forward to weigh in on Sunday but it's gotta be done I suppose. </div><div><br /></div><div>On a positive note I'm so excited that Vic has joined the gym, we went the other night and OMG I've not laughed like that for so long. Think Vic going too might give me the kick up the bum I need at the mo :) </div><div><br /></div><div>Will update WI's so far on Sunday xx</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-66972246135079509732010-05-23T12:23:00.000-07:002010-05-23T12:34:07.421-07:00Oh ball bags!As per title really...chuffing bloody ball bags! Went to weigh in and stayed the flippin' same! Tsk! Walked round Margate all day complaining I was cold and I'm burnt to a bleedin' crisp, and I had a racer back on...damn you tan/burn lines!! So yeah not a happy one lol although I am blaming my STS on my period like I said I would :D <div><br /></div><div>I am finding myself wishing my life away, I can not wait for the next weigh in - this needs to stop right now. I dunno how to get over it though?! </div><div><br /></div><div>Well it's my 27th Birthday on Tuesday :'( and I'm not too sure what I'm gonna be doing...pretty sure it's gonna involve some booze and general rock star behaviour so that's good lol! I'm getting a new tattoo for my bday from Sammy so I'm dead excited! Will post a picture once it's done, not sure when we'll get round to actually doing it cos we're so busy at the moment.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyways I'm outta here, got to cook myself something to eat, I'm really hungry and gonna start picking if I don't have something "proper" soon!</div><div><br /></div><div>Will update in the week, let y'all know what's going on :D </div><div><br /></div><div>Muchas Loveage xxxx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-44780975130202205062010-05-21T14:44:00.000-07:002010-05-21T15:30:06.562-07:00You'd think I'd learnOh dear, over eaten tonight on a HUGE scale. Not just once but twice!! I am bloated and very uncomfortable :( <div><br /></div><div>From now on I am definitely going to be using one of Bill's little plates for my dinners. Absolutely no need for me to eat the way I do I'm just gluttonous, a habit I really do have to change!</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm not hopeful for this weeks WI, I've stuck to points all week but just have a baaaad feeling about it. I have my TOTM threatening and I am gonna blame it on that if I haven't lost lol! Only need 0.5lb to get my 10% I'll be stoked if I get that. So y'all keep your fingers for me ok?! Cheers :D xx</div><div><br /></div><div>So, think I'm gonna head off to bed for an early night as I have work tomorrow woohoo!! I had a busy day today, some well dodgy skin and some customers were a bit overbearing :0/ lol, but got there in the end. My first customer of the day was so sweet and made me feel kinda sad. I tattooed a cancer ribbon on her outer wrist and grey shaded it. It was grey for Brain Cancer Awareness, she was saying how she lost her husband to this last year...he was only 46. She has two young sons and I felt so sorry for her...she didn't want or need me to, but she was so lovely I couldn't help but feel sad. She went on to explain that he was in fact her second hubby, the first passed away just 3 weeks after they married, from an undiagnosed heart condition - he was just 31!! So tragic, but she was so happy when she left and although not her first tattoo, she said it was her favourite so far and it clearly meant so much to her so I was happy too :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Hopefully we'll have some happy stories tomorrow.</div><div><br /></div><div>So yeah I did say I was off to bed didn't I? lol I go off track so easily! </div><div><br /></div><div>I'm definitely going now lol Night Night xx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-70708600278899762222010-05-18T15:02:00.000-07:002010-05-18T15:08:46.561-07:00Can't believe I'm going to do this! Hope you're not eating!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEgIR8k65AWruZAr1IhElpAwcypgAbUU9LumSFS0c33wB7-S3rn2D87XUFSwiz2fkJbyC4ZDD7VF78c0tJedGYQ_4lbMf9yRNtmf2ER_M3GCF9yPzRZabzI70p3IviGXl4ZqK_q_Ue-Vs/s1600/Fattybumbum+003.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEgIR8k65AWruZAr1IhElpAwcypgAbUU9LumSFS0c33wB7-S3rn2D87XUFSwiz2fkJbyC4ZDD7VF78c0tJedGYQ_4lbMf9yRNtmf2ER_M3GCF9yPzRZabzI70p3IviGXl4ZqK_q_Ue-Vs/s400/Fattybumbum+003.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472735357052916386" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKwaLnW49WOVW-TEuIrPKHlzvAmEFZYzhEVXjafXr9ege12yoYAdqDPm6WrUTwtGF6UHdrDPUq6uXPzEyo6jcVaPbZHAy2lOOmKvlLyQbmxuoyUvNa7KnTBnYgg2rGzlIt8pBDXOib4Vg/s1600/Fattybumbum+001.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 203px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKwaLnW49WOVW-TEuIrPKHlzvAmEFZYzhEVXjafXr9ege12yoYAdqDPm6WrUTwtGF6UHdrDPUq6uXPzEyo6jcVaPbZHAy2lOOmKvlLyQbmxuoyUvNa7KnTBnYgg2rGzlIt8pBDXOib4Vg/s400/Fattybumbum+001.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472735351417023906" /></a><br />Right here they are, this is me tonight - 23.5lb lighter than when I started. Please excuse my hideous face i'm pulling, think that's a mixture between OMG what the F am I doing? and pure exhaustion! <div><br /></div><div>Tried to do one from behind but lucky for you's the camera batteries ran out...even they'd had enough! Anyway hoping this will be an incentive for me as these are so bad, my thighs especially need a shed load of work!!! Didn't realise how bad they were!</div><div><br /></div><div>Ohh and loving that random bit of sticky up hair I've got going on...I'm so rock n roll eh?! </div><div><br /></div><div>Right don't unfollow me lol I promise you won't get another one of these until I'm a stone lighter...hopefully it won't be quite so offensive on the eyes! </div><div><br /></div><div>Love Love xx</div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-71792174414471758752010-05-18T12:42:00.000-07:002010-05-18T12:58:51.979-07:00Wow...12st 3.5lb eh?! Who'da funked it??<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXGbiWZlPj3uwJq-NIjMaE8L92SMNyDOyQHaD3dtTPm_DtqgtA1rnKMXUR6h754ovL-2M_NbSXmuSqIDCV68OHVIdpkB8UOocUOMLPKomZ3Ja4L_PU0S8_TnYGfI4TKgApn4wH6jJU2Ks/s1600/fat4.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXGbiWZlPj3uwJq-NIjMaE8L92SMNyDOyQHaD3dtTPm_DtqgtA1rnKMXUR6h754ovL-2M_NbSXmuSqIDCV68OHVIdpkB8UOocUOMLPKomZ3Ja4L_PU0S8_TnYGfI4TKgApn4wH6jJU2Ks/s200/fat4.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472701405177512834" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcPmtUaOci1jSLsDLX97I57gWh1NMjzBU40tTiXU3Q7U3sT2WhRNfHF7JqpwSXcTS0LkAPFO93QC2gH0DR2JSOWlOoPG2ujb3msSDfQ04Lyia_UTp-fCEjsFe7cpRybx2UvLHvV7SaRVY/s1600/fat1.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcPmtUaOci1jSLsDLX97I57gWh1NMjzBU40tTiXU3Q7U3sT2WhRNfHF7JqpwSXcTS0LkAPFO93QC2gH0DR2JSOWlOoPG2ujb3msSDfQ04Lyia_UTp-fCEjsFe7cpRybx2UvLHvV7SaRVY/s200/fat1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472701399562925330" /></a><br />Back from the gym and waiting for my WW Double Choc Brownie to get to room temperature - Honestly I should get paid for advertising the amount of times I've mentioned these the last fortnight! <div><br /></div><div>Anyway updating my tracker with my activity points and it's now giving me less points for the exercise I've been doing as I weigh less, I'm burning fewer calories...makes sense. I was looking on there and it says "Your current tracked weight is 12st 4lb" (they do whole lb's on the activity tracker) I looked at it and thought..Oh my god am I really 12st 4lb? I actually had to check and there it is...in my little book 12st 3.5lb, massive sense of pride has just washed over me. I am doing really well and I am really, really proud of myself!! </div><div><br /></div><div>I have still such a long way to go but I don't care, I'm on my way and that's the most important thing eh?! </div><div><br /></div><div>And I know I've said it before but for all of you that believe in me...Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.</div><div><br /></div><div>And for those of you that are waiting for me to fail....cheers, it's knob heads like you that give me that extra little push :D </div><div><br /></div><div>Oooooh almost forgot have attached a few more "fat" photos, gonna be brave and get Matt to take my first Bikini picture tonight and if I'm feeling brave I'll add that too. **Shits oneself** lol.</div><div><br /></div><div>Adios Amigos xx Loz xx</div><div><br /></div><div>P.S - Look AWFUL in those pictures, we're in Bognor and it's the morning after the night before and I was still drunk and felt like poop!! But still you'll get the idea, and these photos I believe are from 2008 I don't know exactly how much I weighed then...A LOT by the looks of it lol! x </div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-13250568205327962282010-05-16T12:50:00.000-07:002010-05-16T13:29:31.639-07:003 points 3 schmoints!!Well last week I discovered the WW Double Chocolate Brownies, this week I ate copious amounts of them lol! Honestly they have been my saviour, worth every point! Normally I wouldn't have anything as high as 3 points as a treat but these are definitely the exception! ASDA have them on offer at the moment 97p for 2 and I made sure I took full advantage this week buying 4 boxes! <div><br /></div><div>Just home from weigh in and very pleased, I lost 1.5lb :D however I was secretly hoping for 2lb as that would of taken me to 12st 3lb and I would of got my 10% still 1.5lb is not to be sniffed at, and is still a good loss. Hopefully get my 10% and a bit more next week lol! </div><div><br /></div><div>Don't really know where this week went, seems to have flown by! Not much to report at all, it's been a bit boring to be honest lol. Had a FAB day at work on Saturday, some great customers in, and I was pleased that Trish was so happy with my progress. </div><div><br /></div><div>Considering changing my weigh in day to Monday, the Monday one is so much closer I can walk there rather than drive. It's the same leader Emma and I really like her so I'd like to stick with one of her groups. That and I think it's a better day for Jana as she likes to chill out on a Sunday evening lol! She'll always pick Dennie up so she should be ok for Mondays too.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyhoo gonna get myself off and get drawing, I've been really really naughty recently and I need to draw as I'm getting lazy and also forgetting how to draw things!? Don't know how that's possible but it took me over 20 minutes the other day to draw a rose! Crazy!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Night peeps, stay awesome :D Loz xxx<br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-56150815374973245862010-05-12T03:20:00.000-07:002010-06-21T12:52:04.765-07:00200 Golf Balls lost so far!<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Hi,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">One of the kind people on the WW message board kindly posted this for me and I LOVE it!! I think sometimes we can forget how well we're doing, and it helps if we can relate the amount into everyday objects that you can go and pick up....not that an Elephants willy is an everyday object, nor would you probably want to pick one up....but ya know what I mean ;) </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><br /></span></div>1 pound = a Guinea Pig<br />2 pounds = a rack of baby back ribs<br />3 pounds = an average human brain<br />4 pounds = an ostrich egg<br />5 pounds = a Chihuahua<br />6 pounds = a human’s skin<br />7.5 pounds = an average newborn<br />8 pounds = a human head<br />10 pounds= An average Gallon of paint<br />11 pounds = an average housecat<br />12 pounds = a Bald Eagle<br />15 pounds = 10 dozen large eggs (or 120 eggs)<br />16 pounds = a sperm whale’s brain<br />20 pounds = a car tyre<br />22 pounds = 200 golf balls <b>- This is what I've lost so far :) </b><br />24 pounds = a 3-gallon tub of super premium ice cream<br />25 pounds = an average 2 year old<br />26 pounds = average weight of a Koala Bear<br />30 pounds = Average Vacuum Cleaner *21st June 2010 and I've now lost 30.5lb!!*<br />31 pounds = Average amount of manure produced by a horse each day<br />33 pounds = a cinder block<br />36 pounds = a mid-size microwave<br />40 pounds = a 5-gallon bottle of water or an average human leg<br />44 pounds = an elephant’s heart<br />50 pounds = a small bale of hay<br />55 pounds = a 5000 BTU air conditioner<br />60 pounds = an elephant’s penis (yep, weighs more than his heart!)<br />65 pounds = Lotus Mk3 – Aluminium Body Shell<br />68 pounds = 40” Sony Bravia Widescreen TV<br />70 pounds = an Irish Setter<br />77 pounds = a gold brick<br />80 pounds = the World’s Largest Ball of Tape<br />90 pounds = a newborn calf<br />100 pounds = a 2 month old horse<br />110 pounds = Mature Rough Fell Ewe<br />117 pounds = an average fashion model (and she’s 5’11”)<br />118 pounds = the complete Encyclopaedia Britannica<br />120 pounds = amount of trash you throw away in a month<br />130 pounds = a newborn giraffe<br />140 pounds = Ricky Hatton (Boxer / May 2009)<br />144 pounds = an average adult woman (and she’s 5’4”)<br />150 pounds = the complete Oxford English Dictionary<br />187 pounds = an average adult man<br />200 pounds = Vespa Moped<br />235 pounds = Arnold Schwarzenegger<br />300 pounds = an average football lineman<br />400 pounds = a Welsh pony </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:12px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Gonna print this out and stick it on my fridge...cos I'm a geek like that lol! Dennie popped round yesterday and reckons you can really see I've lost some weight now, so that cheered me up...that and that her Mum thinks I look like Sandra Bullock, can't be bad eh?! I used to get told I looked like loads of different people when I was skinny, Louise Nerding/Rednapp, Martine McCutcheon (sp?) neither of which do I bear the slightest resemblance lol! But Sandra's a new one...I know one thing for sure and that's that I'm looking OLD! :'( </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Having a couple of hungry days this week, but hoping bumping up the gym a notch will compensate for any over point days. And they're not over by ridiculous amounts just 1 or 2 here and there. So fingers crossed!!!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Right I best go do some housework, got dinner at my Dads tonight as my Mum is on holiday AGAIN, first time I've been round for dinner since me and my Mum fell out and I'm well looking forward to one of my Dads dinners, they're lush! Though extremely fattening so gonna have some 0 point soup for lunch and then gym it afterwards! </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Muchas Loveage, Lauren xxxxxx</span></span></span></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-69074166892807992662010-05-09T12:27:00.000-07:002010-05-09T12:45:45.310-07:00Thank F for that!!!! :)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">Hey Peoples,</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">Just back fresh from Weigh In....3lb loss!!! Woop Woop!! Double chuffed and it's pulled me right out of my sulk.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">Gonna treat myself to a new vest this week, to go with my Laura Lee's skirt - this is the Laura Lee's skirt I brought about 6 months ago from Ebay that has never fit before. When I first brought it, I couldn't get it past my knees. On Saturday I wore said skirt to work!!!! </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">Good week for me...eventually lol! Sorry again for being a totally tool the other day.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">So so happy, thank you for those of you's that do actually believe in me :)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">Love xx</span></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4081580252412774554.post-400591300080984392010-05-06T16:08:00.000-07:002010-05-06T16:26:19.244-07:00I'm an idiot...don't listen to me<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">As per title really lol! I am a complete moron sometimes and I make mistakes and idle threats. I'm not going to give up now...I can't, what would the point in that be? It would make me feel better for ohh I dunno 2 weeks while I was stuffing my face with all my favourite things, but after that 2 weeks was up I'd feel like shit. </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">I....</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Wouldn't fit in any of my new clothes</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Would of proved </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">everybody </span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">right by failing AGAIN! lol</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">And I would of let Bill down...by being the Fat Mum </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">That boy is the single most important person in my life. I have to do this to ensure I'm healthy, and happy and that I don't give him these ridiculous "food issues" that my Mum has given to me. Now don't get me wrong I'm not blaming me being fat entirely on my Mother, she didn't force food down my throat lol but there are issues I have now, that I don't think were helped by my Mum's obsessive behaviour regarding food and weight.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Anyyyyhooo so this is basically my apology for acting like a right rocket the other night, got my knickers in a right old twist didn't I?! lol I was in a foul mood....not that you probably noticed :P </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Went to the gym tonight, first time this week which is selfish and to be honest I'll be shocked if I have a loss on Sunday. I have stayed within points all week so far, but I have been hungry constantly as I've eaten a lot of shit that's been high points and filling for about 5 minutes.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Right, gonna bid y'all goodnight, got a feeling i'm gonna be up with Bill tonight as we left Jamesy (James is Bill's Orang-utan comfort that he's had for years) at my Sisters house and it's the first night he's not had him since he was about 14 months old! Cripes! </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Hopefully no dramas between now and Sunday, but if there are you'll be the first to know :) </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Muchas Loveage, Loz xxx </span></span></div>Lozziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10069379864960732145noreply@blogger.com0