Why why why???

Right here's the thing....

I desperately want to lose the rest of the weight I have to lose

I do have a long way to go, sometimes I get cocky and think I don't but the truth is 1st 10lb is a lot!

I am not happy with the way I look or feel in and out of my clothes

And yet....

I am not tracking

I am not blogging

I am not eating properly

I am not going to the gym

What the hell am I playing at?!?!? I have no idea why i'm doing it to myself!! Me and Vic went Bluewater the other night and everything I tried on just looked SHIT and I've got nobody to blame but myself! I still haven't set an official goal. I THINK I'd like to get to 9 stone but who knows?

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

SORT YOUR LIFE OUT LOZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have my WI on Thursday, I've not been for a few weeks as I've been having a late night Thursdays at work. I'm looking forward to seeing how much I've put on and having a good old chat with Wendy to see if she can find something to motivate me.

Not much else going on in my world at the minute i'm afraid, although often no news is good news as the saying goes!!

Speak soon, Loveage xxxx

I'm back...and I mean business!!!

Hey y'all

Well...2 months ago I made a pledge to blog more and I let everybody down, so for that I'm really sorry. I am however back now and ready to take responsibility for my weight loss...and my little blog.

Been doing ok weight wise...not brilliant but ok! Still not tracking which is shit and needs to change. I am still weighing in on a Thursday at Wendys group. My weight is now....10 stone 12.5lb!!!! I know I don't always sound pleased with what I've done so far but to be under 11 stone for the 1st time in years I must say I am extremely proud of myself :D

Have attached a recent picture, out on the lash last week and this is me and my baby brother :)

I still haven't decided on a goal weight, I THINK I might do another 1.5 stone, that'll take me to just under 9.5 stone, with regards to dress size I'm in a 12 now....only just but still!! So I'd like to be more comfortable in a 12 or be a big 10 I think...don't think I'll know how I feel until I get there I suppose!

Gonna do some measurements later and hopefully I'll be able to post the results and tell you how many inches I've lost so far :) right off now to watch a bit of X-Factor.

Lots of Love xxx

I'm sorry...again!

Right no more excuses, I WILL update my blog, at least once a week from now on!

I've been so bad with everything recently...eating, tracking, blogging you name it I've been pretty crap recently.

So not much else going on, since the last time I blogged I've lost a measly 1.5lb, shocking considering how much I have left to lose. Everybody is saying that my weigh loss was going to slow down and yes they're right I did expect that, but I thought I'd be much closer to goal before it happened.....WAIIIIIIITTTTTTT....that was a little bit of bullshit that just slipped out lol, nothing to do with it slowing down, nothing at all - it does however have everything to do with me eating everything in sight lol! Matt's been off work as he's slipped a disc in his back and it's thrown my routine right out. I love him being here I really do, but it is so difficult!!

I had a sneaky peek, naughty I know and the gym scales are saying a lb on :'( deserve it though and it will kick me up the rear if I have gained...will try and pull it back between now and Thursday if I can though! Anyway will update Thursday and let y'all know.

Take care of eachother xx Muchas Loveage xx

Back to Overweight lol!

Holla,

Well after my mega gain from all that comfort eating, I tried really hard to stick to points and worked really hard with Vic in the gym. I've decided to go to the Thursday night WI at the sports centre and then I can go to the gym after, killing 2 birds with 1 stone I suppose :)

Anyway went this evening and I knew I HAD to get at least 4lb off to stop me from having a major fit. I had a sneaky peek on Sunday and I was weighing in at 11st 9lb - which was the 4lb off :) carried on working hard between now and then and it paid off, stepped on the scales and weighed in at 11st 6.5lb a 6.5lb loss!!! Very happy, this means i'm comfortably in the "overweight" range now rather than obese and it's the first time I've weighed under 11 and half stone for...omg I don't even know....a long long lonnnnng time.

I had another 1st this week...my 1st attempt at a Cycle Fit class aka Spin aka Hell - Oh my f@ckin god...it was so hard!! I've barely been able to sit down for 3 days due to a sore bum and mookie! We're gonna try another class and see how we get on cos my poor old Vic didn't get on very well at all bless her.

Anyway I wandered off and watched Big Brother and now i'm shattered so I'm gonna leave this here for now and catch up with you over the weekend hopefully :)

Hope you all have a brilliant weekend, look after each other and take care xxx Love xxx

Holy Schmokes!!!!

Back from weigh in....4lb ON!!!!!!! If I'm completely honest I was expecting a gain, but NOT 4lb!! Massive kick up my big fat arse and back on the low points tomorrow. Might try a few more "filling foods" as my appetite has been something else this week - ohhhh shit now that also means i'm back to obese!!! :'( awww crap, I'm disappointed in myself but there's no point dwelling on it I suppose...what's done is done :D back in the gym tomorrow.

Have attached a picture from Sophies party that I went to last night. Had a great night...had loads to eat - and I'm shocked at putting on weight?!?!?!? lol funnily enough I looked at this and thought WOW really starting to notice the difference - what a plonker!

Never mind... right here's my line

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And here's to a fresh start and a big loss next week wooooohooooo!!! xx

I'm Overweight WOOOHOOOOO!!

Hey Everybody,

Well never did I think I'd be so happy to say those words...but I am ecstatic to report that i'm Overweight so that means that i'm no longer obese!! With my latest loss of 1.5lb (still slightly disappointed :/ lol) it takes my BMI to 29.4 so only just but in that group all the same!!

BMI Categories:

• Underweight = under 18.5
• Normal weight = 18.5–24.9
• Overweight = 25–29.9
• Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater

Had a super high day points wise today... insatiable appetite!! So tomorrow I'm gonna try my very bestest to come in well under so I can (hopefully) break even lol. Not sure if Vic and Me are gyming it tomoz, we've been every night so far this week and I'm aching lol! Also the River Island sale starts in-store tomorrow so I might pop up Bluewater quick and try on a playsuit :/ lol on a serious note tho I'm loving the shopping!! Not having to worry that the biggest size a shop does is not going to fit is an amazing feeling :D

Right bath and bed for me, take care of each other xx Muchas Loveage :D xx

On it hardcore styleeeee!

Right I'm back...back in the mood to get skinny woohooooo!! So as I blogged last, I missed WI last week :( I did go to Boots on Friday and had a SP in there and it said I was 11st 7lb (my last WI I was 11st 10lb) so I was expecting a loss of at least 3lb this week....guess what? Got to WI and only 1.5lb off :/ still good I know but....that's 2 weeks!! 1.5lb in 2 weeks is crap!!! So like I said at the beginning I have kicked myself up the arse and I'm gonna have a mega loss next week :D

Off to the gym tonight, and hopefully tomorrow and thursday. Still waiting for Miss Spensley to put the photos from the weekend up on Facebook so I can pinch some to show ya's. The Wedding reception was good, Carrie looked stunning! I wore a dress that I brought on Friday from River Island, I was dead nervous about wearing it as it's quite revealing but I thought sod it and wore it anyway! Have another wedding reception in a couple of weeks and I'm gonna wear it again...need to wear it as much as possible to justify the amount it cost lol!

Right sorry I don't have any more interesting news :/ will be updating a lot from now on, hoping that will help me stay on track :D best be off I'm meeting Vic in the gym car park in an hour and I've got to sort Bill out and get changed yet lol!

Take care everybody!! xx