P!ssed off!!!

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Super pissed off!!! Been to WI and had a 1/2lb gain!?!?!? WTF?! Good as gold all week!! Not over points and gym twice where as the week before I lost 3.5lb and didn't go to the gym once!!!!

Gonna work so hard this week and get that 1/2 off and more hopefully....grrrr hate my body sometimes!!!

Never mind, gotta draw a line and forget about it now cos otherwise I'm gonna stuff my face, and realistically 1/2lb is nothing...I can poo more than 1/2lb, and it is my first gain since the start of WW so inevitable sooner or later I spose...tsk onwards and upwards!

Will let you know how this week pans out and all the dramas in between :)

Love Love xx

Extra Special Jumbo King Prawns from Honduras....Yes please!!!

Hi ya's,

Had the best dinner EVER tonight! Wasn't very hungry as been to work and never seem to get really hungry...dunno why that is :0/ anyhoooo decided to go food shopping after work with Matt and Bill, they both wanted pizza (to be honest so did I lol) but instead got myself some Extra Special Jumbo King Prawns from Honduras...best prawns I've ever tasted?? I bloody think so!!! They were LUSH! I'm absolutely stuffed and they're only 3 points and 1 point per tablespoon of Seafood Sauce, so I'd say around 4.5 points...brilliant for a dinner, and still got more than enough points for a Curly Wurly lol!!

Brought myself a new cossie today as going swimming with Bill, Dennie and Tyler, not sure as it's a bikini :O Matt likes it though so that's good!

Went to the hospital on Thursday and saw my consultant, he's happy that it won't happen again as my bile ducts have been scraped clean, we were talking about my Gallbladder and how bad it was when I had it out, I knew it was serious as the surgeon had said I could of dropped down dead at anytime but I was never really sure why this had happened. The consultant went on to explain that I had Gangrene!!!!! OMG I couldn't believe it when he was reading the notes from my op "Gallbladder located, extremely gangrenous" Wowzers...I can't get over it really. So glad I listened to my instincts and went back to the hospital! Thankfully it looks like the whole thing is over after 4 years! Just have to have more bloods done in a months time to make sure my liver function has returned to normal :) good times!

Well it's WI tomorrow...went to Boots today and had a sneaky peek, and I was shocked and well disappointed it looks like I'm in for a gain :'( the only reason I can think is that last week was a bit of a false loss as not been eating properly where I felt so crappy, I don't think it's anything else as been so good, sticking to points, gym etc etc. Guess we'll find out tomorrow won't we?!

Anyway I'm off of here for tonight, gonna have a munch out :)

So long, fair well lol Loz xx

Morning all,

Right off to hospital today and I'm feeling ok, got an appointment with my consultant, got to take Bill with me so hoping his DS will keep him amused while we're in there lol! Looks like a beautiful day today, it's probably bloody freezing haha! Gotta go town to pay some money into the bank then on to the hospital for 2pm.

Went to the gym last night for the first time in agggggges so only done 430 cals instead of my usual 550 and then popped to the pub afterwards to celebrate Nina getting her job :) I HATE the unisex gym, will be ok when i'm a bit skinnier I think, just at the moment I'm often the fattest one there...I know somebody's gotta be the biggest but I don't want it to be me anymore lol!

Sooooo excited Argos finally phoned yesterday and have booked my delivery for Tuesday between 7am-12pm wooohooo!! Can't wait to have a dining room table to sit round rather than using our laps like we have for the last 8 years!

Right I best go and have a shower and get dressed, that seems to be a problem for me...I sit down for what seems like a minute and before I know it it's gone midday! lol :)

Weigh in on Sunday, keep your fingers crossed that I have a loss - been double good so no reason why not! Will update when I find out.

Bye for now, take care and be awesome to each other xx

Hair?! What to do...what to do!? Went from dark to blonde, found the roots all too much so now a reddy brownish colour but only had it done a week and a half and my greys are already showing through!!!

Think I want to go back to blue/black, I like it dark it's only the pesky greys that ruin it for me! Or shall I go completely crazy and have a funky colour again!? Ohhh I dunno!

Had my weekly weigh in last night and so chuffed I lost 3.5lb!!! Not been to the gym at all last week as felt a bit shit and wasn't really in the mood, but on it hardcore tomoz for sure :) feel so motivated, not felt like this for years, and Matt is loving the new me, I'm changing shape so much even tho I'm no where near target. I'm starting to imagine how good i'm gonna look and how great i'm gonna feel when I do eventually get there....not having to worry about what I'm gonna wear cos everything looks terrible, being able to shop in the trendy shops like all my friends...I can not wait!!

Off to bed as been to work today and gave the studio a stupidly deep clean (OCD much?!) and i'm shattered!

Love Love xxx

Weigh in tonight and if i'm honest i'm looking forward to it....obsessed?? I think so! lol Still making sure I don't talk about stuff too much to everybody cos I know how boring that is lol!

As far as bank holidays go this one has been pretty f'ing boring! Spent most of it feeling like shit after my ERCP and debating whether I should take myself off to hospital :'( woke up this morning feeling 1000 times better so that's good news. Think I might chuck The Goonies on in a minute, Bill is saying he doesn't want to watch it...no idea what that kids problem is lol!! Matt's out in the garage doing manly things, like changing wheels and getting all dirty and greasy :)

Trish and Stu (My Bosses) son Kris is getting married tomorrow to the lovely Jasmine, I'm going to be watching the shop during the day with Sammy working downstairs and then we're gonna get ready and go to the reception over in Essex...dunno what to wear?!? I'm sure i'll find something :)

Keeping my fingers crossed for Vic as she has an interview wednesday and the job looks AMAZING! I've got a good feeling about it!! Got to try and get hold of the Dennie in a while, find out if she's meeting me up at WW or if she's skipping this week. Anyway gonna get up off my fat lazy arse and get dressed...it's 2:30 so about time really!!!

Byeeeee xx

Sorrrrryyy!!

Hey everybody,

I'm sorry I've been totally shit and not updated you/me/whoever for a while I've been mega busy with hospitals and stuff. However had my ERCP done on thursday and I still don't feel 100% but the good news is that I am ok :) all my stones cleared and pending a blood result that should mean that my liver function is back to normal woo hoooo!!

Did have a drink the other night when out with the girls in Rochester, discipline went right out the window and I got completely wankered :( spent wayyyy too much money and felt like crap for 2 days afterwards! Decided I won't be doing that anymore! For Carries Hen Weekend I think i'm gonna get a couple of bottles of WW Wine and some Jager and diet redbull and that's it, get drunk in room then when i'm out just have Diet Coke..we'll see lol!!! x

Lost 4lb at last weeks weigh in so I'm completely stoked, that's 1 stone down!!! Had a sneaky peek and looks like i'm in for a loss this week too, surprised as I haven't been to the gym once!! Tut tut tut!!!

So pleased with how my front room is looking, saving money not going out so much and decided to decorate as it was well boring, popped down to B&Q thursday while I was still sedated from my op and got the wallpaper (I don't remember any of that trip...Matt was there and drove in case you were wondering lol) and Matt's Mum came over friday and wallpapered...OMG she's like a wild thing, she wallpapered a 25ft wall on her own in just under 3 hours!!! Stopping a couple of times to refuel on tea! Can't wait to save up for my blinds and for my table to hurry up and be delivered!

Totally jacked in my other "friends" and feel fine about it, anybody that either calls me a C or sits there and lets someone else call me a C doesn't like me very much do they?! All this change going on and I need to be surrounded by good people...I know who my real friends are :)

Talking of real friends OMG went Wedding Dress shopping with Vic on Wednesday...that girl is STUNNING!!! She looked so fabulous in each and every single one...how she's gonna choose I have no idea...Ip dip dog shit maybe!? haha jokes! Roll on Vegas Baby!!! Hope I'm at target by then cos some of the bridesmaids dresses are super slinky...I'll do it, for sure :)

Right I'm outta here, peace out fuckers \m/(oo)\m/ xx

9.5 Points OVER!!!!

Holy macaroon, been to Vic's and had a lovely night with some lovely girls...watched Embarrassing Bodies, t'was the highlight for me hahaaaaaaaaa I bloody love that program! So...had a drink...1st in over 2 months, and drunk wine, I don't even like wine but this one mixed with a bit of Sprite Zero just tasted like juice! Will be getting another bottle tomorrow to drink while getting ready for sure! x

Vic had brought some of the most delicious snacks!!! Tortillas and profiteroles hmmmmm didn't deny myself anything just resisted having a massive munch really, came home and added up my points for today...holy fucking fuck 9.5 points over!!! Shouldn't really affect any weight loss as I've loads of activity points and saved points but just shocked...as now only got 6 points left from my saved points!

Out again tomorrow too, off to Rochester :) most excited!! Could really do with something new to wear but i'm so fuckin skint it'll have to be something out the wardrobe :( wonder how many points in a Jagerbomb???? Hmmm will enquire at meeting on Sunday lol! Anyway gotta go bed, up at crack of dawn to go work :) :)

Peace out fuckers xx

**Oh forgot to say...had a sneaky peek on Vicky's official WW scales lol according to those I'm in for a 3lb loss WOOP WOOP!! Will let you know how the official WI goes on sunday :) well I say you..I don't think anybody looks at this but will do it anyway! xx**