Me 13st 13lb

Me 13st 13lb
August 2009 very unflattering picture as day 3 of camping...messy hair and no make up but good picture in the respect that I'm not hiding behind somebody or breathing in lol!

Monday, 8 November 2010

Why why why???

Right here's the thing....

I desperately want to lose the rest of the weight I have to lose
I do have a long way to go, sometimes I get cocky and think I don't but the truth is 1st 10lb is a lot!
I am not happy with the way I look or feel in and out of my clothes

And yet....

I am not tracking
I am not blogging
I am not eating properly
I am not going to the gym

What the hell am I playing at?!?!? I have no idea why i'm doing it to myself!! Me and Vic went Bluewater the other night and everything I tried on just looked SHIT and I've got nobody to blame but myself! I still haven't set an official goal. I THINK I'd like to get to 9 stone but who knows?


SORT YOUR LIFE OUT LOZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have my WI on Thursday, I've not been for a few weeks as I've been having a late night Thursdays at work. I'm looking forward to seeing how much I've put on and having a good old chat with Wendy to see if she can find something to motivate me.

Not much else going on in my world at the minute i'm afraid, although often no news is good news as the saying goes!!

Speak soon, Loveage xxxx

1 comment:

  1. I can TOTALLY relate to you. You kind of get to the stage where you think - yeah, I've got this I rock at the weight losing thing. And then turn round and make bad choices.

    I just like to remind myself that being bad for a bit isn't bad so long as I start making the changes back again ( Over a week since I last had chocolate now :))

    Best of luck with the motivation